von Peter Goldman, GB
Seelenschule 2002
This is a transcription of parts of the Seminar «Seelenschule», 29./30. June 2003 given by Elisabeth Bond and Peter Goldman
Now we work with a meditation to connect for the afternoon.
We have come from distant stars, all of us across the wide cosmos. Truely we are adventu-rous in the space of consciousness and each of us are seeking and learning and growing for many reasons that are beyond our human appreciation. It is time we remembered who we are a little more that the inner chambers of the heart can be awakened more fully than they have ever been before. And there is never another need for another crucifixion ever. It is time that we can join these cosmic masters, these great cosmic beings. We can take our place easily and comfortably and without extremes. As we look into each others‘ eyes we can appreciate the galaxy of our own acceptance and origin. As if in a moment we could know each other more deeply than we have ever known and sharing the adventure of it all in the remarkable magic of it all. Now this is not so that we escape from the earth, it is that the earth can be brought into its highest octave. So we enter our inner temple, we take the child and we take the temple all together. The child is already tomorrow within the expectation of all that can be today. Such a child remains always and ever present. So it is time to bring the cosmos into our human temple, into our human domaine. We have no idea how to measure human history. A few thousand years is a moment, is an instant. Our deep involvement with the cultures that come and go within the very short history of man is no measurement at all. It is time to clean and clear and purify the legends upon which we base our faith. There is no such thing as an angry God or a jealous God, there is only the God of Light and Love. There is no judgement and no punishment, there is only education, encouragement. And every extreme and every limitation is part of a picture that is so much greater than we could even imagine. But perhaps it is time to imagine this now, for we must embrace the world, embrace the world with no one left out, no one. That love does not separate, differentiate, it is all inclusive and what is evil and what is good, it should all be brought together and grow into unity. Is this not our work today, if not completely the next step? Are we not space people at the moment of remembering ourselves just a little more? So let us wear our earth garments lightly, easily, comfortably. Let us also wear the memory of our many lives upon this earth equally with the joy of the student of this way. Karma is the letters of an alphabet, it is the music upon a scale, they can be composed into everything. These are the colours of an artist to be painted in a way that has never ever been seen yet. The soul has no age, it is ever present and ever young, if we were to describe its age. And everything is within the consciousness of the focus of the inner chamber of an awakening heart. And this is where we find ourselves, this is where we gather together to share a few moments in the everyday.
These photographs of our children that is ourself touched me very deeply, because each one of them is full of the expectation and the promise that everything is possible, everything is possible. There are no limits no matter what the horoscope might say at one level. If we take it to another level there are no limits. Whether there is harmony or opposition, or squares, whatever there is, everything is just part of a great alchemy of consciousness. And if we were to see every photograph of the six billion people on this earth we would not see one photograph that was not more intensively connected to this pure perfect concept, not one.
I was walking around the temple this morning thinking about this. What does this mean? I know I’m important and I, I, and what about everyone else? And then of course I had been watching a bit of football. I look at all the people watching the football and I think, maybe the old God of Israel was actually the God of football, because there is a lot of jealousy there and a lot of competition. I imagine that the peace process when it finally comes will take place on a football field. Eleven people can represent a whole nation. If eleven people of one nation beat eleven people of another nation, the whole nation wins.
Now does every single person on the planet link directly to the Creator? Are they as pure, as perfect, as intense as me? What does this mean? I asked in the temple. You can ask anybo-dy, any of the wonderful luminous beings walking around. You can stop anyone, there are no special ones. They are all very busy so you have to ask them very quickly and listen fast. And they don’t speak words, you have to listen with your heart. You can only listen if you’re open. Otherwise they can’t even hear you. Anyway, they said to me that each child is a ray of light from a central sun. That is how six billion souls can be at the very same moment equally belonging, equally important and equally full of promise. I said, oh, that is a wonderful feeling. Because the idea of being the chosen one is quite a popular one where I come from. Some relatives of mine are still waiting for the chosen one. I say to them, you may not have noticed that he already came.
Each and everyone then is like one of the rays of light from the central sun and there is no limit to the number of radiant „Ausstrahlungen“. Because I was thinking also that the work of all these seminars is to awaken the gifts of each one, to awaken the uniqueness of what we have never even discovered that we are. Then I thought about all the reasons why we are not as somebody else, or something else, or we could be... And we can prove how good we are not. And yet, is it a wavelength away, an unmeasurable vibration away we’re in touch with this something that makes each of us so special, that everyone is as special as everyo-ne else. It’s as if the uniqueness of the love of God is actually being directed into the essence of each and everyone and no one is left out. So, I was listening to this and I said, it’s very interesting, thank you very much. What about some of the things I’ve read in the Bible? That the wheat will be separated from the chaff, the sheep from the goats, what about that stuff? That sounds like a little bit of prejudice. And they said, it’s bad translation. They said, nobody is ever separated, there is no separation, it cannot happen. I said, does it mean that all the bad guys are going to go where they’re supposed to go and the rest of us can celebrate?And they said, no it’s the opposite, the bad guys celebrate. The good guys have to wake up. Good is an illusion but God is not. God is the inclusiveness.
Isn’t that so sooner or later? I watch all these important people make important statement in important places on CNN. Has any of them ever said anything that we have heard before and we couldn’t have made up for them with our eyes closed? And couldn’t we translate it into any period of history, dress them in different clothes and nothing has changed? So boring isn’t it? Nothing that these gentlemen, mostly gentlemen, can arrange can alter the essential essence of when we all held the temple over our crown chakra. Then I said to the boys and girls upstairs, this is very interesting and everything but we’re just very ordinary people. He smiled and said, then you have to redefine ordinary, because we have to add a little extra to the ordinary. You are creating an entry point into the hologramm of mankind and nobody notices, nobody very important notices. And in this little moment and in this little entry point which can never ever be reversed. And then they were gone. Of course I had another few questions to ask them. But they don’t walk away, they evaporate. I haven’t learnt how to run after a person who evaporates yet. You have to know where they have evaporated to.You could evaporate to anywhere.
Having made a connection to the inner temple it may be helpful to work a little bit on the re-ceptivity of the outer temple, which really means to be connected to our essence, our identity, our right connection to the source. So this is a sort of mechanics. We are going to work on each other like mechanics. Let’s see what happens. We’re spiritual mechanics.
Light is flowing along the axis of the spine all the time. Our life takes in so many varieties of experience on so many levels simultaneously that we go through the experience but the ex-perience doesn’t really go through us. Perfection doesn’t belong to this domaine. Relativity of motion and relativity of enlightenment belongs here. So we are not interested in making eve-rything perfect but good enough to work reliably and to work well. And also that it can be set in motion in a way that belongs to what it is seeking to do on its own. We start by saying the-re is no sin, there is only experience. At least we can declare an amnesty on sin for the rest of the afternoon. All the people inside us that have been brought up successfully on sin can go for a walk. We can invite them back later. And then we can feel guilty and do all the things we used to do if it still works. I’m saying this because it’s like being in hospital. You know they even have hospitals in prisons. Even if some one is on death row and they have a cold they prescribe antibiotics for him. What a waste of antibiotics you might say.
This is where it’s a sanctuary.Once we come in here we are free of judgement and we are free of self judgement, hopefully as much as possible. We must be, because when you work with the boys and girls upstairs, they are very experienced and they are very experienced in dealing with peoples‘ anger, aggression, rage and jealousy and everything. They literally take it and neutralize it so that it doesn’t go anywhere. They really are big shamans.But it’s one of their jobs, the neutralizing of peoples‘
enormous negativity. It is recycled and becomes very good fertiliser.
So we want to encourage the flow of light from the crown to the base and from the base to the crown and we want to experience that it has a particular rhythm. To do this we need to invent an idea of what we are doing. The idea is that we are encouraging the balancing of all the different subtle tensions along the physical and the spiritual spine. We are encouraging that as much as is appropriate for each individual, it can begin to find sufficient balance, no major shifts, only gentle adjustment. The smallest adjustment that is needed. We are so close to being in a good space. So close to being a genius, so close to being optimistic, so close to being really comfortable and confident, so close. Even if we spend a lifetime on therapy it does not mean that we are still not so close. The New Testament very much encourages this. If there is a Christed Being we are so close to bringing whatever is wrong into balance. I might like to say, we are then so close no matter how much we have already spent on thera-py. How many boxes and pictures of what is wrong with us! It can turn in a second, in an instant. Maybe it just takes the word of one person, the touch of one person. Or maybe the cheers of a whole football field. That could be healing, I’m not certain though.
If I can just demonstrate then I need to have a healthy volunteer. Always choose a healthy volunteer, because if it’s a big disaster at least they’ll be as well as they were before.
Now, there is an area where we link to the base of the spine and find out which area of the auric field is the connecting point, because we want to link with the optimum flow of light a-long the spine. We want the spine to become receptive to new light, new frequencies. If it comes directly on the body that is fine. But see, it’s more interesting to see where it’s going to be and it will tell you. It says, here I am, here.
Now also with the crown, we’re very respectful of peoples‘ crowns. Now with the crown chakra we’ve got to find the point also, it’s a little bit more subtle. Then we hold without effort, because you can’t do it, you have to non-do do it. It’s a non-doing doing. So we say the work does the work. We already made our link to the inner temple this morning. The body is our temple on earth. It is made on the divine geometric principles that I don’t understand at all, but I like them. I could repeat it but I still don’t understand it. I love it, don’t you love the idea of it? Every flower, every leaf, every mosquito, divine geometry. You start to feel a certain rhythm come into it. Just give it time, it might take a few minutes. We hold the focus of light of a higher frequency, of a new frequency being able to easily and comfortably flow along the spine, the spinal cord, the nerve centres, the gland centres, the chakras, the whole lot, everything. We only know a few things about the spine. Start to feel it work.
Now we’re linking on memory that comes from other lifetimes when we really have worked with this flow of light and this flow of energy. Now it works very gently, bringing changes only just the least to do the most. Now you reach a point of stillness. And that is the point. When you reach that point just bring your hand without touching the body down the spine two or three times. And then just gently touch them on the shoulders and feel the balance between the left and right side of the body.
Please choose a partner and let’s see how the invisible world will work with us.
Let us experience it a little bit further. It’s just getting the job going, we’ve got lots more to do.
Maybe we could stand up and just stretch.
Now the next part. This is the left side of the body and the right ide of the body. There is an area somewhere along the neck on the left side and somewhere in the hip area. We are going to link these together. This is a different aspect of the spine. The spine is the coordina-tion, the centralizing and coordinating of the whole experience. This links specifically into our connection to our own family and the roots of our people and the earth that they originate to. Now there are very deep and powerful associations coming through. All we’re interested in. It’s like tuning an instrument that is in insufficient balance for our work and for our path. With this kind of instrument once it senses this tuning it can tune itself more and more easily. Once again I can just demonstrate for a moment.
Our intention is to support the balance of the soul that is incarnated into a certain place, a certain family and a certain rooting into the earth. It also connects with the belief system. The belief systems are very much a part of the way the roots of the earth flow through our psychic structures. We are also beginning to get a sort of a sense of equilibrium between who I am as a soul and my systems of belief that are in the cells. There is a place somewhere ... This is the right side, I just worked that out. This is the left side. Find the point within the auric field, find the place over the hip. We are going to do the same thing again, start to feel the rhythm. Every child enters into the hierarchy of generations. Every soul has known every other soul in their life in many different disguises. In one way we are in the hierarchy of pa-rents and children, in another way we are totally equal, nobody is anybodys‘ mother or father. We are fellow souls, we are brothers and sisters in spirit. So we get to this point we call relative freedom. We are in it but we are not of it. This we do on the left side and this is very much family and roots. When we go to the other side, it is exactly the same concept on the right side and this is the linking to a place in the world, in society, through our skills, our work. We do exactly the same thing, but it is a completely different circuit. So that this is a circuit of our place in the world as an adult taking responsability for their own life. We hold these images, we seem to have an idea of what we are doing. Then we hold the points we discover and then we let the work do the work.
Now we do both sides and then once again we feel the balance between the two sides.
So we remind ourselves that this is temple work, this is not therapy work. We are working with the gentleness and the purity of incarnation. We are not trying to change anybodys‘ life or anybodys‘ circumstances. For each person is within the perfect point within all the variati-ons of experience. There is no sense of comparision and no sense of judgement. Everything can be brought into the equilibrium of its moment of experience. The soul itself can enter and as we say the inner master, the inner priestess can enter in. They are entering into the life as it is, not as it is meant to be or as it is thought it might be. For we would not in our experience avoid one moment of importance, being in the most harmonious and one pointed state of acceptance. So we remind ourselves of this as we let the work do the work.
Now we have a little bit more to do before we can have a cup of tea. It doesn’t take too long, but it is important.
The kind of work we are doing this afternoon is the work that comes through the different yogas. In our many different lifetimes we already have this knowledge within us so that we draw upon our deeper memory and we take away the idea of therapy completely. We work only with the concept of preparing the temple, preparing the temple for the light of our own enlightened soul. So what I’m going to do now is just work on one person and use it to work on everyone simultaneously. We can all work on each other individually and then it is possible simultaneously to work as if we are at one. So now we work as if we were all one. What we are going to do is to bring us into balance in space and time and bring also that sense of harmony between that aspect of our nature, the soul which is androgynous and our human nature which is male – female. We are balancing unity and polarity and space and time. And it’s not at all complicated because that is the way it is anyway. So our work is not to do any work at all, but more we are working within memory, we are remembering a little more of our natural state. Space is always a connection of the soul through the crown. We need to find out where we are in relation to the crown. Everybody is very well centered, you’ve done good work. We encourage the balance now between the subtle and the physical. Everyone of us is anchored to the sun as if the sun is above our head. The solar system, gravity, no matter where we are and on which planet, is always towards the sun. This is our space gravity, this is our space anchor. This literally frees the rhythm of the heart beat and the rhythm of the breath because these two rhythms are directly related to cosmic and space rhythms. And as we feel the connection to the crown so there is that perfect equilibrium between the subtle and the material. The sun always represents our identity, our unique vibration, because we are each like a ray of light that comes directly from this solar source. We are at one with our solar source and through this to the whole of the cosmos. This is our natural tendency. Life itself confirms this. When we balance ourselves in time we are balancing ourselves in earth gravity and we are working with the three aspects that we have just done on each other and we bring it all now into a state of equilibrium which means we bring it into the living moment. And that the energy flowing in the left and right sides of the body unites, harmonises, balances in whatever way for each of us is just enough. When it is in balance it literally unites together at exactly the same place as the soul links through the crown. Past, present and future, space and time become part of the living moment of now. This is as we enter the temple a spontaneous moment of realignment. And then as we hold our hands over the crown and over the brain, so then the unity and polarity are brought into complete equilibrium. All of our life is embraced, everything, nothing is left out. We are known, our name is known, our life is known. We are completely within consciousness of pure, luminous, priceless christed light. And so the work is spontaneous, it does its own work.
O.K. gently come back. Now what we need to do is to stand up and see that everything is working. Move the joints, straighten the spine.
How do you experience our atmosphere now? It is as if we can all be very different, have very different beliefs, speak different languages, but we meet in an atmosphere where it all comes into harmony and union. You cannot make it happen. It cannot be manipulated, it can only be. It means this is also a sign of where we come from, our family in soul where we ha-ve our at least temporary headquarters in relation to this planet. It is also a sense of belonging to the inner school and feeling very much that which unites us beyond all the variations. It is through this point of union that we can enter into all the various incarnations. The incarnation is temporary, the union is continuous.
So shall we go a little further in our journey of temple polishing? So we place one hand on the brow and one hand on the spleen. Let us see what happens before I tell you what you’re supposed to feel. I guess you have reached the point where the energy flows beautifully through our feet into the earth. And our auric field dilates and fills with the beautiful light that comes through this link. As soon as we feel that we can just sit quietly put your hands down. And then we want to go on a little journey.
It is called the journey of yes. Do you remember before you were born and before you were even thought of in the mind of your mother and father, do you remember that time? Do you remember that time when you were a soul free, joyful within the cosmos? Do you remember then there was a certain pool that you recognized and remembered as the pool of time and space? And it drew you into the conference with your counselors which you already knew so well and there upon the screen of life which is a beautiful screen where all things can be seen that can be. So that all the possibilities of a life that you could live came before your inner eye. In every single aspect of these possibilities there was a strand of light that linked directly to your soul and your own questions to be answered. As if the picture was being wo-ven out of the strands of the light of your very essence. As if life itself is the merging of the soul and time and space and light all being interwoven upon the colours and fabric of your own questions to be answered. Do you remember that you coud see that everything that was possible was so worthwhile, so very much belonging to you? Do you remember how you smiled at your counselors and that they could create such an interesting fabric of the future? And you looked at them and said, are you suggesting that I should live this life or shall we just imagine it together? And then do you remember also how the room filled with a light greater than all of us? And the small and very ordinary life you were watching became also part of a greater plan belonging to a greater light? And there another fabric, another inter-weaving of threads began to appear. Our own possible life then began to interweave within the destiny of people, nations. We could see how all of this is part of the work of the great illumined beings that are the saviours of mankind. Then this great and beautiful light seemed to become easy to experience and to become one. Then all of us, our counselors and ourself together, it was as if we could hear a voice within us. This is a time, we were told, this is a time in the timelessness of time when the whole of mankind is poised on a new threshold. And all those who are upon the path of light are being drawn together for the greatest project that has ever been known upon this earth. And souls are being called back from the most distant corners of the different galaxies, there to come and work with the evolution of huma-nity on this tiny planet. And all of us together asked within our hearts, why now and why this planet? And it was as if we could see through a point of light that entered into something greater than we had ever perceived. As if what is taking place upon this planet has a special place within the heart of the love of God. As if there were changes that can occur in this tiny point that are entering into the vastness of everything. As if many evolutions and many sys-tems belong even into this point of light and dark of our own world. And then this great and beautiful light entered into us and became completely at one with us. Do you remember how we looked again at this project of future life? And how much it had changed and how different its construct looked now? And how much this life that we would perhaps be born into belonged to a great and beautiful and wonderful network of souls entering in. And that very moment was as if all together were having that same experience. Millions of souls, hundred of millions of souls all together belonging to this light. And we were just an early wave to break upon the shore of time. And that the tide was entering in and we are part of this tide that is entering in and is new. We experienced together a great affirmation, a great confirmation, a great yes to life. Do you remember then how we prepared for the incarnation? And we studied as if in a great university history and astrology and astronomy and mathematics of their higher form. How in the halls of learning we literally created a new plan, a new astral body, one that we have never ever managed to create before. And that we could enter into an incarnation quite different in its conception. Do you remember whispering into the inner ear of our mother and father and they did not listen, for the world is in a state of change and it is difficult to hear the subtle words. We had to ask the help of the angels of time and space and love and work, we had to ask them for their help. They love this work and they said, you know this is what they call on earth genetic manipulation. We will create our own conception on the flimsiest moment perhaps. And we will draw together the essence, the fineness of your mother and father, so that the moment of conception will be engineered by the angels, in love, in all its joy, in all its ecstasy is also within the angelic technology. And we looked very seriously at this and said, is this allowed? They laughed and they said, life is always love as an art and as a science. Do you remember how they laughed as we were conceived? We were conceived in the joy of the laughter of angels. Do you remember this? A moment of great joy as we entered into the unknown in one way although we were so well prepared. Do you remember how we listened to the conversations of our mother and father as we grew our tiny form again? One day we might even tell them about these conversations and they would not believe us for they think a baby is a beginng and an end in itself because much of their memory is still in forgetfulness. And yet the stage was set, we entered into a new birth. Do you remember your birth? Do you remember it is the most perfect birth it could possibly be? Of course there are many reasons why birth does not work perfectly but only in its relative sense. Did you not know that at the birth of each and everyone of us the Christ Light was always present? The angels that guard and guide us were always present. Through all the extremes and all the moments of anxiety there was no danger. For these are only the words that are written in the script to be acted upon the stage. Do you remember how we all said yes to everything, yes to life? We are the child to the yes of life, of the love of the Creator.
So let us hold our brow and spleen again and allow this story to remember itself in our cells. And then we can come back.
Our temple experience always holds us at point within ourselves where relative light and re-lative dark meet. How shall we consider this because this is our point of growth within the principle of duality? We must enter into darkness with the light but we must enter into light with a compass. The light we do not know is still a mystery to us. And the dark that we can-not see needs a relevation. In this way when we need a light who shall be my light? And when we need a compass who will be my compass? Because in the journey through the temple in one way is so individual but there is no individual who can walk and work alone. So what does that do to us, what does that mean? It suggests that each of us could be as a light and as a compass to all of us at any moment and at any time. What does this mean? Because we must find our way in our birth also into the birth of spiritual awareness. A birth of spiritual awareness is often through the systems of belief that are incomplete in their current form. We are still immersed in the medievalism of good and evil, of God and the devil. These are very powerful forces, much more powerful than we understand or could master. But there is a way of working with all the powerful forces from the point of balance. Do we realise that the way our life is constructed when it is under the umbrella of yes to life creates always the way of balance between all the forces, all the powers, which means that when we go forward God is protecting us. Now do we need a priest to remind us of this? Well maybe, but it won’t be an outer priest, it will be the inner priest within us. I sometimes want to ask people, were you really there at your own birth because it doesn’t look like you are here now. And they always answer, well that means I don’t have to be at my own funeral either.
So as we go further in preparing the temple we work with birth and light and dark. It’s like learning to ride a bicycle. You balance on two little wheels and the pedals are good and evil. The pedal that is up is good, the pedal that lets us down is evil. If you want to keep your ba-lance it’s good and evil that create the dynamo. Which means good beyond its time becomes evil. Good that remains fixed crystalizes, is an obstruction. But when good really becomes good we get what we call perpetual eternal motion. You can try to kill the devil but then the bicyle won’t move. I tried that for a number of incarnations. I dressed in one robe which got a bit dirty, I ate almost nothing, spent most of my life on my knees and now I need medical support. And I don’t have that much enlightenment to show.
How are you feeling?
This circuit is the circuit to life in freedom in the real world without fear, except fear has its place as well.
Now we link the base of the skull to our left hip right over the joint. You have to be an acrobat in order to incarnate.
Now this is the circuit where we meet the invisible forces of the earth. Invisible forces of the earth are the basis of our natural guidance system when it is working well and then when it takes us past what we can work with into the unknown then it becomes fear, unmanagable fear. Now fear is meant to be a measure, it has an information and its place. Anything beyond this has no shape or form. What has no shape and form takes on the shape and form of fantasy. This links us into our position of being able to enter into all these interesting forces that keep our feet on the ground. If your arms get tired then it must be time to put them down. How do you know when you are in the right place to deal with fear? Where in your life do you have doubt? Whereabout in your life at this moment is there something when you doubt life, doubt yourself or someone else? Where do you feel it in your body?
What is the light beyond the doubt? Doubt is only a covering. Take the covering away, what is the light beyond the doubt? When the experience of doubt has gone, when the time of doubt has gone, what lies behind it, where does it belong? Doubt is only a shadow. But what is there that is casting the shadow? And when you go beyond the shadow what is in the light? Where do you feel that in your body? Let’s hold together the point where we feel the doubt and the point where we feel the light beyond the doubt. Now we use the word doubt instead of the word fear because fear is overused. Doubt is more acceptable but in fact no less powerful. We are not in confrontation with anything only in observation. Let’s hold these two points wherever we feel the doubt and wherever we feel what lies beyond the doubt. It’s usually love of some variety. Love is always pure, love is the embracing of all those who co-me through here. Now while we hold these points what shall we do? Because all of these belong to the child as we grow up. It belongs to the image of time when ourself is develop-ping. And whatever this may be as we enter the temple it is time for it all to be brought into balance.
Who am I, the child that I am, who am I? For I see all my life before me. I am magnificent, I can do anything that I imagine. I can talk with the angels, I can fly to the stars, I can go into the deepest oceans, I can do anything. I can learn anything there is to learn, I am hungry to learn. Nobody can come between me and the sense of who I am. Let me remember my dreams, the dreams of who I am. Shall I be the greatest sports person on the planet? Shall I design temples and universities and hospitals? Shall I build bridges, shall I make the land beautiful? Shall I create a city that is like a countryside? What shall I do in this world? I feel myself as being capable of everything and nothing can delay this, nothing can interrupt it. Ah yes, I might say, to dream of the child dreaming is one thing, to look at the reality of life is another. But we can reply and say, do we need to wait a thousand years for another renaissance? Do we have to go around the sun with history repeating or can our dreams become our reality, for it is the reality to come. Ah yes, the child believes this but do we within whom the child is living believe this? How do we remember who we really are? Everything in life passes. Everything that seems so solid dissolves, covered by ice in another ice age. The greatest cities go under the sea, the greatest mountains become a plateau. Who am I, the child that dreams of its own uniqueness and immortality and of all the forces that could stop me? What of all the darkness of the world? What of all the forces that will not support? These are part of the world and in my own imagination I change right now. My life and my body and my consciousness together are the temple in which I am growing. I will remember this until it is so in my world.
Don’t you think it’s time to write new legends? Parcival is great, you know. What about a new one? Well, these are perfect, they last forever. Great, I agree. But what about a new one? We’ve got all our beautiful stories in our scriptures. What about some new ideas? We don’t even know who wrote them, when they wrote them. If it’s time to change them, it’s because we wrote them. If we wrote them we can change them. Then we have to believe in the rein-carnation of the authors of the scriptures. Here we are! Let’s write them. Can you imagine being out of the prison of black books? Now this is not in any way meant to be disrespectful. But everything that is beautiful gives birth to its own future. And it is the destiny of every child not to follow in the footsteps of their parents. They must find new worlds to conquer, they must find new continents to discover, they must find something that has never ever been done before. Don’t we belong to this? In the temple we find completely new perspectives to look at exactly the same old life. Then we might say the wrong thing to the wrong person. That’s what children do, don’t they? They tell it as it is and maybe it isn’t as it should be told. Or maybe it’s time. Who will show us the way, who will meet us? We will, we’ll guide oursel-ves. Of course, nobody will ever do this, but we should write a story to ourselves every single day. Have you seen the movie „I am Sam“? Very interesting, very beautiful about a father whose mental age is no more than seven, but his heart is as big as it possibly could be. In a way he rewrote the script of what it is to parent someone.
What happens if we hold our solar plexus and our knees? It’s easier if you’re sitting down. Otherwise you can only do one at a time.
This is where we link into all these collectives, these collective compulsive areas of living. We live in them and we kind of don’t know how to get out of them and at the same time love eve-rybody This is the equivalent of the adolescent in us. The adolescent is learning to test his own strength. The key that comes through this is discipline. The child has to play, the child must play with the future of its life. The infant has to say yes, yes to everything. Here as we enter into the collective, we say let me commit myself voluntarily, consciously to do those things which I chose to do. This is where prayer comes in. So let’s have a little prayer to-gether. We want to pray about our anxieties. We pray to God but actually we mostly pray to ourselves. Prayer to God is an active committed life, not just words. Many other prayers are saying, I wish I could, I know I could and so on. Or take it away and give it to somebody else.
So this is a prayer for our anxious self.
O Lord, please help us within our own anxiety. For do we not breathe one breath at a time and life is renewed? Does my heart not beat moment by moment and I am still here? But I have an appetite and I can think and I can live and exchange with many others, is this not enough for me? O Lord, help me to stop praying for more money. Help me to stop longing for more spiritual gifts as if they would come without any work. Help me to free myself from trying to let go what I must be responsible for. Help me to put on the clothes of the discipline of my own commitment. Not so much as if my life would become a misery but just enough that each day I can manage what I will do because I chose to do. In this way, help me Lord, to be useful to others and that I can listen when there is something I should hear. And that I can give a hand without demanding anything in return. So help me to be generous to myself, that I am hopeful, that I am optimistic. That no matter my age or my situation I look forward to eternal life day by day. O Lord, help me speak to all the collective minds within which my mind is joined. Let me share with them the joy of your presence in its most hopeful sense.
What can I see when such a prayer is answered? I hear the command to love one another and so the answer to my prayer becomes my way to love one another.
Now we can just imagine the next one. It links the base of the spine to the feet. If we had one big trampolino we could do this all together. But we can imagine the base of the spine to the feet. And as the energy flows through it dissolves the history of slavery. Because the temple is also the temple of dance and of beauty and not of any kind of restriction. And yet it is great discipline and great commitment, great consistency yet with the eye of the child, with the heart of expectation and the joy of living. So what in our life is so restricted as we imagine the energy flowing between the base of the spine and the feet. Because when we go into this temple of the new frequencies of light, I am more and more reminded of what our friend Lila Bek said of the footsteps of the Christ that they are still there in the Holy Land, there are still golden footsteps, you can still see them. Now what does that mean? What are the golden footprints that we can walk in, that can free us from what? Wherever there is unnecessary restriction. Now where does this place us? This is the maturity of the incarnation. We have done our birth and childhood and adolescence and this is the maturity. This is the key to self expression. When the energy flows between the base of the spine and the feet spontaneity, creativity, self expression manifest. We say, just enough, it doesn’t have to be perfect.
So let’s stand up for a moment. We want to reach for heaven with the left hand, the right hand. Then we want to jump on our trampolino so that the energy can flow. Then good and evil are quite easy to deal with. We can go into the past and the future as we like. We can go to the feminine and the masculine easily. Then it all turns around the central column. Then we just free our joints.
I’m not sure if it’s a past life recall or a future life recall but they don’t really know they are here and I am trying to convince them that they are not there. So we have come to the point of sign language. And that is why our subject is power of nothing.
So we will just do a very short meditation to bring us into the afternoon and then we might just continue meditating for the rest of the afternoon anyway. We’ll keep in the meditating mood anyway.
So we are within our temple. The novelty of it is becoming a familiar experience. To be com-fortable within our higher chakras and to feel that sense of the community of souls at work is becoming could we say a new sense of the everyday. Can we remember the good old days when we walked around in the midst of superstition and frustration? For we belong here, this is closer to our home than we have ever been so beautifully and consistently. There is no need to explain it to anyone or to justify it to ourselves. For the more spiritually we are awake, the more natural we become. All the extremes that seem so necessary they may not feel so important anymore. And the preoccupation with our imperfectations, we may change our preoccupations quite a lot. For we will see the world through another eye, we will hear the world in another way. If there is truly a world mother we are one with her in this way. Will we not see every child, hear every child as if it is perfect, as if we can respond to its every need? If there is truly a world father are we not part of the world father too? That we would create an environment where everyone could prosper as they are meant to be. This would not take away anybody‘s need or joy to experience, nor would it change the nature of challenge in its purpose. But it will change the nature of suffering completely. And at the point of ignorance there will be no conflict anymore. It will be the way in which a question is truly joined to its answer which joins those who carry the answer together. Each of us is a living answer to life‘s questions. We make our exchanges now in another way. It is a new time for seeing and hearing. Everything that we have lived within the moments of prayer and within the moments of worship become the natural way of living. Do not children love and share and play this way if the environment is there, if the opportunity is provided. What could this classroom in the university of space be training us to do? It will be wonderful and marvellous things within the cosmos, we can be certain of that. It is only a moment in a classroom however time may measure. Let’s make it then a moment of enlightenment, a moment of sharing of the joy of remembering. What shall we remember in joy? For the future is already within the present of our own awakening. So let us remember right now.
So here we are. We’re a lot of priests and priestesses. And there is not a uniform that looks like a uniform here except in the auric radiation.. Nice, isn’t it. You can wear your own clothes to the temple. But your radiance shows your merit, your stage of realisation. So what langua-ge shall we talk? Because English is too full of old fashioned ideas. German is too precise. Italian I think. I was thinking that if we were at a medical conference they’ve got all their own language, they have a wonderful time. If they are brain surgeons they have an incredible time. Because nobody else can understand a single word. What is our language here, because we all come from so many different directions?. We are scattered into the world in different places and different aspects. It’s not a training for a „Beruf“, it’s just life, it’s living. We can’t remember who we are. At least, if we had a little book that told us all the great things that are hidden away somewhere. The only help I ever got from an esoteric astrologer was that I’d better work hard because I had to work hard otherwise I’ld be introuble. And I’m the nicest person I’ve ever met, I told her over a cup of Earl Grey tea. Very delicate china cups. I can remember everything. She said, you have to work on people’s bodies and put them together because you cut them to pieces in the past. She was a very famous person from White Eagle Lodge. I didn’t think White Eagle Lodge people would say such things to anybody. White Eagles teachings are so beautiful, so pure. She looked at Saturn in my horoscope and said, that wouldn’t be there without some cold, calculating, self seeking .. and then I definitely don’t remember what else she said. I was always very interested in my horoscope when I was about 7 or 8 years old and I’m born under the sign of „Krebs“. It’s a beautiful sign if you’re a girl. I had an older sister but I had the dimples. So my aunts used to pinch my cheeks and say, you should have been the girl. I didn’t mind any of that until I met this lady from White Eagle Lodge. Because I began to think I was a very nice person, quite pretty in a way. So who are we? Scattered across the world and scattered into different professions, into different genders and into different sorts of temperaments. There is somehow a very secret and yet persistent sense of longing, a deep sense of longing. What is it all about, where am I going, why aren’t I being taught about these things? Very soon you discover that the people who know all the answers don’t. As a child you see clearly, you see people’s radiance, you see their stuff. I used to think that a lot of time is a waste of time actually. By the time you discover what time is all about a lot of time has passed. But I didn’t realise that we live parallel levels of experience. And that while one part of me was lost in the world of forgetfulness really, going around knocking on all kinds of doors, and being chased by all kinds of wild animals, tobacco is a wild animal, beer is a very wild animal. In my day those were the main wild animals. I don’t know what I would have done if I was a child today. What I didn’t realise is that we live in our consciousness almost as if we’re watching over ourself and we get these moments, these intimations of who I am and we don’t know what it is. Because there is very little confirmation, it’s a lot of we’re not supposed to know these things. And if you have a transcedental experience, at least where I come from, it was better not to tell anybody, except your favorite animal and maybe your very best friend but only when sworn to secrecy. Once you start to feel I’m with myself, a process of self remembering, waiting until an aspect of myself that is learning and growing here can reach a certain stage, not a perfect stage, just a certain stage. And then you know. I spend a lot of time in the fourth dimensional coffee shops. I tell everybody I’m going to the temple actually. There are a lot of angels in the coffee shop and they love to tallk. What they told me was, they said, don’t get too serious about this sort of history of mankind, it looks horrible. Different areas are there to create certain pressures, don’t worry about mans‘ inhumanity. The nature of life at the vibration of the earth needs very very intense pressure. Before I could ask any more questions or protest it said, the whole of mankind has reached a certain point now, this is a very very interesting period. And we are looking forward to this because we all want to get on with our evolution and this is holding us up. You only need to have reached a certain level of the balance of light and dark. Then a certain number of souls can enter the temple consciously and they can live it easily and comfortably. This literally sets into motion the turning of the whole world into a temple. Of course they can very much appreciate our thoughts and they said, don’t worry about the lower astral worlds and all of these dark places because once you enter into the temple your vibration will maintain sufficient safety distance, sufficient tension of integrity. And the point of this is that it starts to shift the very vibration of the lowest levels. The entering of the temple shakes the roots of mans‘ foundations, his earth bound foundation. It starts to change the nature of all those factors that are so dark and so difficult.
Before lumch we worked with the collective and then those areas within the collective which are obstacles, but they are not personal obstacles. They feel very personal but they’re not. They feel personal because they are part of a collective belonging of like minded souls. So we cannot work with them individually, we have to work with them because we choose to together. And as the one end goes up the other end actually starts to go up as well and the other doesn’t go down. Because we work with one foot in duality and one foot in unity and then the lowest part of duality begins to come up. What does all this add up to? It means that everyone of us doing whatever we happen to do scattered wherever we happen to live is deeply focussed within this temple awakening. Then our own personal stuff isn’t so personal and so much stuff. At the end of the day yesterday I couldn’t keep up with Elisabeth actually, she was shaking everything out of something very quickly. And this is what’s happening he-re, it’s freeing from all the unnecessaries.
Now of course I come from a background which says, carry as much as you can for as long as you have to. And because of that I don’t believe in Chinese astrology because I’m born in the year of the ox. I don’t believe it. A friend of mine very very kindly said, that really descri-bes you perfectly. So the ox carries on and at a certain point they just die. I’ve changed it, I say, it’s the year of oxygen. So affirmations do work. That’s my affirmation about affirmations.
So we really are being prepared for the initiations in the temple. We have been through the initiations of the soul within the body. There are three initiations of the soul within the body which we have all been through in this life.
The first initiation is death, the second is separation and the third of course is rebirth.
I have a lot of friends who are waiting for the trumpet and I visited them in the higher world and they say, are you the trumpet player? No, I say, I’m your old friend, I used to treat you. Only the trumpet player will do. I used to think that they were very silly. I enjoyed them with a certain part of my nature. It’s easy to die but it’s not so easy to be reborn. But it happens.
Now there are three more initiations and we say these are the initiations into the power of nothing.
So the first initiation is the initiation of having nothing. Now you can’t have nothing until you have everything. There is no half measure in this. There is no nothing until we have reached a certain point of achievement. Because nothing is only achieveable when we have awakened our potential in a certain way. I still remember a great teacher that inspired me. He was approached by one of his students who said, my life is rubbish, it’s a failure. He said, do you have your hands and your ears and your eyes and your legs? How much are they worth? He said, you are the wealthiest person in the world with the full use of all your organs and all your limbs, the brain is a little weak and you are a bit fat. In other words, he thought he had nothing. He had no money and no success, but that is not nothing. He was full up to the top with potential, he just needed a kick. I wonder what there is in your life that you have achie-ved, really achieved. Have a little think, what you do really well, that you’re really well expe-rienced. It doesn’t mean you’ve got to have a degree from Harvard University. But you do have a degree from the inner school. What have you really learnt well in your life? Perhaps patience, I dont believe in patience. I believe in what you’re supposed to do instead of the thing you’re waiting for. I’m wondering is that patience. I’m too restless to wait. So we have to do something while we’re waiting. What do we want to do?
Have you learnt generosity? Part of generosity is being able to receive. Do you know how to receive?.I only associate with people who give. We are always looking for someone we can give to. As soon as somebody tries to give to us we say, no. But I think that’s fine, isn’t it. But not for generosity. Generosity begins with being able to receive.
Have we learnt determination? What is determination? I always thought, it was to keep going. But in the coffee shop upstairs they said, it’s nothing to do with keeping going. Your heart is still beating, o.k. you’re keeping going. They said, it’s following your star, believing in your star, in your dream. They said, do you believe in your dreams? I said, well what is reality if I have to believe in my dreams? They said, that is reality when you believe in your dream and then you live it. Oh, I said, well I’m full of the dreams, the unfulfilled dreams of my ancestors. The angels are very clever, they can immediately manifest your ancestors. I had about fifteen ancestors around me. They said, well, what dreams of ours are you trying to realise?So I turned to my father first of course. Well you always wanted to be a musician, you were very gifted. So I want to be a musician but I’m not so gifted. So I’m spending a long time playing my guitar rather badly. I went through each of them and I told them all how they had messed up my life with their unfinished dreams. They just laughed at me. They said, what do you think happens when you die? You clear all this rubbish out. You’re still carrying the rubbish we’ve cleared out. You’re indulgent. They always tell the truth up there, I hate it. You’re indulgent, you’ve avoided what you should do, you’ve taken some stuff which you found in the cupboard that we left behind and then you’re an ox.
What happens is that you can only give away our gifts that have gained a certain power of strength. In the traditional way we reach a certain point of having done everything we can and then we actually on our own can do nothing. We can’t do anything on our own. At that point everything that we have achieved and everything that we have accumulated and eve-rything that we are. We say, thy will and not mine. Now even that is a little bit indulgent until we can find somebody who we can give it to rather than to the Creator who has it already. To say thy will not mine is to empower someone else. So who needs our gift?
I know a taxi driver was very very mean to a friend of mine, rather rude and impolite. At the end of the trip he gave the taxi driver a good tip. He said, I thank you for your kindness and your help. The taxi driver who was trying to find something horrible to say failed. He’d been implanted with love. He was so nasty he exposed himself and an arrow of love shot him. That is having nothing. It’s not me, it’s not mine, it’s not I, but it is. We have the power, we have the skill to do so much but we live in a very comfortable way.
Now what does this mean? It means there is somebody in our life right now who is asking for something that we don’t want to give them, that they need and we have. I hope that doesn’t sound too complicated. Who is the most selfish person you know apart from anybody in the room. You reached a certain level this morning that I think is absolutely remarkable. In other words, not who is the most selfish person, who in our life reminds us of the idea of selfish-ness through their actions. I’m just going through my list actually. The terrible thing is, if they’re on my list, whose list am I on under what heading? The most selfish person that I know is getting on a bit in years, it’s a bit embarrassing. If somebody gets into their late eighties and you know how nasty they are you can’t do anything about it. And they’re still nasty. What can I give this person? But not to give them as if I’m some important person being generous. I don’t have to practice. I once used to sit in a group with a very nice Indian gentleman. he was a very fine teacher, he drank quite a lot of cognac and I loved the way he smoked cigarettes. His teaching was brilliant. He asked one of his devotees to switch on the light. Then he turned to another one sitting at his feet and said thank you. And both of the people looked very surprised. Then he looked at all of us, smiled and said, it’s alright, we’re all one. So who can we give to? Something that we have and it doesn’t matter if it’s the wrong person. We always think, I have to make amends to this, to this....
So we say, the initiation of having nothing comes first of all from achieving everything in some aspect. And then at a certain point very generously giving it away. Now when we give away at this level you know what happens, don’t you? As you pour it out from your container there is a higher container simultaneously pouring it into your container. And all the way up all the containers are pouring at the same time. That’s the first one. So what we are encouraging here on the edge of the temple is to be aware of what you have achieved and not to minimise it. Because that’s the key to the initiation of having nothing. Don’t be afraid to put everything you have in your star so you can have nothing in return. It’s playing with words in a way and yet it’s very very pure in its focus.
Now having nothing we get the balance of loving. It comes in the heart. The balance between involvement and detachement. How much is enough? Oh, that’s not enough, I’ll give a little bit more. The balance between involvement and detachment comes through the capacity to love. It is the key to wisdom and action.
(new tape, beginning of text missing) ..I say, but I can’t do everything. Then they laugh and they say, everything consists of just a few things that are important. But get up in the morning and do it. They look at me, they look at my lazy brain. What was written on your school re-port? Satisfactory, could do better. I don’t know where teachers got that from, I’ve found it in every country in the world, except for a few people I hate who always got top marks for eve-rything.
The next one is being nothing. This is how to speak without a voice. How do we speak without a voice? It’s a way of saying, we don’t speak of ourselves. From the old initiatic schools there is a discipline of seeing how long you can go without saying „I“. It doesn’t last long. What does this really mean? It means that we look for the gifts in other people, we don’t look for anything else but the gifts in them. What are the gifts, how can we encourage them, how can we support them, how can we nourish them, how can we give them light? When we meet people we‘re not specially interested in anything else but we are very interested in their gifts. And our way of working and living and interacting is not to diminish their gift but to give it a chance, to give it encouragement, to give it space. It is not so easy because it’s got to look normal, it’s got to be normal. It never condems anybody, it never says, you can’t, you can’t. It never says, you mustn’t. It might say, you may not, very nicely. You have to think a little first. But there is a way of whatever we do, it never puts the person in the shadow, doesn’t put them in the shade, places them a little in the light that nourishes them. This is never contrived. You can say, this is what we should do and of course it doesn’t work. I’m talking about it because I believe we already tend to do this. We are in the process of initiation, this is the second initiation in the throat centre. How to speak without sound of our own voice. Now with certain people we do it because we love them, and one more here and there is good. But I’m suggesting that this is something that is part of the awakening, of being able to stand consciously and easily in the temple.
And then the third is what we call the hidden power of nothing. I heard Elisabeth say this when we talked about the conversations with God this morning. I’m not sure exactly, I just heard the words. She said, it doesn’t come from this level, it comes from another level. The hidden power of nothing is like conversations with God in a certain way. It’s not me talking to God personally so much. It’s speaking to the God within the person. It’s very easy to speak with the God within each of us here. It’s lovely actually. When I met everybody yesterday and a few more this morning, to me it’s wonderful. Now there are a lot of people I avoid even though I would never admit it publically. There was a man outside the video store where I live begging. I first of all thought, what is he doing there, I can’t avoid him. I wasn’t proud of myself for thinking that but that’s what I thought. I looked at him and said, listen I’m not sure if I’ve got anything in my pockets. I just came to get some videos. He said, that alright, what do you want to get? We talked about videos for a few minutes. You know in the old Greek days the gods used to come disguised. I wondered who is this god disguised as a beggar outside blockbusters. I found something for him in the end. And I felt really quite uplifted. Now I didn’t see the god in him but he saw the god in me. I’m sure he doesn’t particularly remember me amongst all the people at the blockbusters. But I haven’t forgotten him and I can’t forget him. He comes to my mind everyday at some point and it’s already been two or three months. What is it that I can’t accept about myself? Then my friends in the coffee shop said, forget that, that’s very indulgent. Just look for the god in him. And then have a look at yourself afterwards if you still feel like it. So the hidden power of nothing is the god within everybody. I know somebody who writes to somebody on death row in Arizona. It was very difficult for me to say, why on earth are you writing to such a person? Find somebody nearby to write to if you want to. Do it in a way that I feel good about. And I said, how often do you write, does he write back and everything. Yes, I think of going to visit him. And I thought of all the dark forces and all the negative influences and I thought, oh dear. And a whisper said maybe she can see the god within, maybe she is in great danger of course, maybe she can see the god within. It said, if you can see the god in her maybe it will work even better. I said, but don’t I have to be nice to everybody? They said, that is not the point at all. The god within. So this is our having nothing, being nothing and the hidden power of nothing.
So we would like to do a little meditation to anchor it.
Initiation is within the care of the highest of luminous beings. Yet it is always a celebration for initiation occurs because it is time, because we are ready. The real initiation is the path that leads us to this very moment. And in each of our lives the greatness in us becomes the gifts that we can give away everyday. And yet until we reach the temple itself how could we know these things? Yet there is a side of our nature which does watch over us all our life. There is an aspect of ourself which is already wise and loving, strong. In our human nature the experiences are essential, they are important to our soul growth. And then with all the importance and self importance gradually there is a trransformation. What are the qualities and strengths that each of us have developped? Where are we courageous? How are we enthusiastic? Where are we understanding? How much optimism do we have? How comfortable are we with truth? How balanced are we within our attachment and involvement and how much are we able to let go and let God? Then these are in their own way the qualities that light brings that guide us upon the pathway to the temple. And then in our own life and amongst our own people there are these opportunities of initiation everyday at work. Now they are significant, now they have a meaning, they have a purpose that is anchored in this living moment. Each of us in our own life, in our ordinary everyday life is profoundly involved with this initiation. We have tried many spiritual paths. We have been through many temples in the outer world. But this is the inner temple now, it is the temple of enlightenment and joy. This is the joy of coming together as souls who have been scattered across time and space. It is the dissolving of the shadow of mans‘ inhumanity more than it has ever been. It is creating a world where great souls can incarnate and the world will in their hands prosper. Our initiations belong to this. We are here because we have chosen to be here and it is time.
I imagine we’re all living our own lives but carrying on a conversation at the same time. And we don’t have to break off from anything we can just continue doing whatever we’re doing but our conversation is simultaneous and it’s conscious. Because the whole sense of tea-chers and students is dissolved. We are all students sharing ideas and whoever is standing at the front, it’s just their turn as it were. It’s a little bit formal for the moment, but in a moment we’re all teaching each other in simultaneous conversation I imagine. Because each of us has got specialized knowledge in some area that nobody else has and you never know when what you know will be needed to be known. You never know because nothing is wasted, the resource of what we have is now of vital importance. What they say in the coffee shop is that many people are coming over and they’ve got so much that has never been properly shared or used, it’s not very efficient. So I have a friend who was going through a very difficult time for about the last ten years,. She always wants to know when will it end. And I always give her a date. And so far it hasn’t worked yet. I have had to give her her money back many times. But each time I look at her I can see changes, I can always see something is happening. At a subtle level she is already fine. I’ve told her that. She just can’t integrate into the psychological physiological system. But in amoment it sort of could just piff... She says, why am I going through all of this, why? I say, because you are learning so much, so much, more than any of the people you’ve ever asked for help. All of us are using the little we know to help you to learn the big you know. And in a moment what you know will be extraordinarily important. And I’ll be coming and knocking on your door as many times as you have knocked on mine at the wrong hour. I’m going to phone you up day and night as well. She smiles at that because she feels it gives her permission to do it more. It’s so true that I don’t know how to prove it to her for the moment that nothing is wasted. There are tremendous resources and these resources with this concept of the temple work they actually become available more than they ever have. People make some strange experiences, they go through them, it’s just stage make-up. Then the soul comes through and you say, and so, how was the performance? How was the audience? A good audience is hard to come by these days. Lu-ckily we’re all one here.
What happens if we hold the brow and the crown? We’re coming to the point of really living in the temple, really living consciously. So that the sense of the brow chakra and the crown chakra dissolves, it becomes one great centre. As you feel it working, as you feel the flow between your hands you can bring them down and allow the flow between the brow and the crown to become one radiant „Ausstrahlung“. There is no effort in this, there is no demand in this. The centres unite and begin to function together easily and naturally so that the whole of our brain comes to light.
What is so interesting from where I am is to see the different astral bodies that you have. Because they are like cloaks you know, you can put them on and off. I was fascinated any-way to see how many interesting shamans we have here from other times with all their won-derful headdresses. You are very powerful on your other levels, very talented, watching me very closely.
Now what is so lovely is that there is nothing that is pagan, that is not Christian, that is not pagan, that is not Christian. It is all part of the awakening consciousness. We have all walked the path that when we come into the temple we have a lot of fun remembering how we have achieved this. It is time to remember. So what does that mean? It suggests very strongly that there is a great deal of the future that is already present and in a visionary way can be part of the guidance within our choices. You know, we say that we are looking at the world today with the eyes of tomorrow. I was thinking of what we have been doing these couple of days, we’ve brought everything into a kind of alignment, our lives, our paths, our place in the world, our place with our families. We’ve sort of got the house into working order. We’ve got the temple functioning. With the seven arts you know I thought of the seven strings of the instru-ment of Apollo, it’s like tuning our instrument, it’s a subtle thing, it’s quite profound and it’s a shift that changes how we are, who we are. I was watching CNN and BBC world at the same time last evening. Unfortunately you can only listen to the sound on one and I’m used to listening to lots of voices at the same time. I realised that the news is full of old news. They are always reporting what has happened and they’ve got no imagination.
What we have just allowed to become present is being able to see the news of what is going to happen. Now, it’s not looking in the crystal ball to see who will be the next prime minister of Italy. We already know who it will be next time. I think he has bought the presidency for a long time but I’m not allowed to say anything political. So I’m relying on your discretion otherwise I’ll be excommunicated again.
When we allow ourselves to look into the future it’s not a theory and also we need to look into the future of an area in which we have a particular interest. Now there is a special way of doing it of course.
So first we want to see what is the area of our special interest. It might be a country of the world but it might be to need to be working with refugees It might be to be working with children’s education, it might be with health. Or maybe we’re into technology, nothing too personal there. What is the area of your special interest? Because your spirituality belongs somehow to wherever your special interest is connected.
Does everybody know where their special area of interest is? Just choose one. Now, we’re asking in our temple what is the information from the future of my special interest that is u-seful for me to know now? As we ask this question, the first thing we’re interested in is a symbol of any kind. This symbol is like a decoder, a key to the information that it represents. So look at the key or the symbol as closely as you can. Then allow this symbol to begin to reveal itself to you. And listen in your heart.
Now it’s imprtant always to share this, that the channel is open when it’s working. But it’s also important not to doubt it, not even for an instant. Nor to feel that it is more important than just a vision of the news of tomorrow. It is not a prediction. It is a communication. A communication is a form of food, nourishment. And nourishment is to inform the present that it can be prepared and conscious, that we stand more strongly in this balance of heaven and earth. Or that we say we represent the light of the inner temple. Now just find somebody next to you and tell them the area of your special interest and what is your symbol and the decoder. What is the nourishment of tomorrow that has come to feed your awareness now in whatever your area of special interest is. Now listen to yourself because this is quite important and once the channel is open, it’s open you know. That is all we’re doing opening the channel.
One more small excercise. I would just like to remind us that this is nothing to do with predic-tion. It can include it a little bit, you can’t help it you know. But it’s not to do with prediction, it’s to do with being in touch with that to which we belong, it nourishes us and prepares us. This is like angelic work. They nourish us, they prepare us that we can expand safely into our tomorrow. This whole thing of superstition and knowing and not knowing can just dissolve. I’m saying that personally as well. I come from so many traditions where you have to keep so many secrets that I can’t remember what I’m supposed to keep secret. So it’s time to allow the work to work.
So now we allow this unified crown – brow whole chakra to link with the pancreas. We just hold it as an idea because it is a system or a circuit which happens anyway but we allow it consciously. Now what happens here? A number of interestig things I think. In the Lichtwelle there is a theme of the politics of the soul. Now we’re already ahead of it right now. This links very much with true democracy. So we let it do the work and we say, if we were able to meet a small group of people in a village in the southern Sahara. They are living there in a very subsistent, maybe very beautiful way, but very traditional and subsistent. Now if they said to us, could you tell us what might happen to us in the future, we could from our European background say there are certain possibilities, certain tendencies that are bound to happen as your village becomes more connected to the whole world. It wouldn’t be so difficult would it? We know they would get electricity and water, get telephones coming out of their ears, cooking their brains as usual and also that their water supply would be really made perfect, that they could be in touch with the whole world through information and computers and that the camels would be replaced by fourwheel-drive and their tents could become beautiful, wonderful houses and the whole thing would be what we call efficient, energy efficient. That they would probably have to get involved in the economic circuit and that is when their trou-bles would begin. You could also say that while their religion is very beautiful, some of their traditions are bound to change. Within two or three generations their children would not be so easily indoctrinated and probably the best industry that would grow would be the tourists af-ter a while. They could prepare for that because that would bring a lot of bad stuff. We could say, you know if you’re interested we could work with you. So we can already see that we know the future in a certain way of groups of people that for us is very obvious to see.
I’m quite interested in ancestors actually, I’m not sure why except from a psychotherapeutic point of view and a homeopathic point of view and looking at my chromsomes and genes point of view and the whole history of nonsense point of view. But if we forget that and we meet our ancestors of say 500 years ago and they sat there, we could say, we are your furture. And we could look at their life and we could say, you know in the village where you are living, one day there will be a Migros. They would say, very interesting, what is it? Then we could say, all the food you grow from the earth will be in little plastic bags with names on them. And all the tools you use in the garden you can buy them from this incredible advanced cultural exhibit. Now we can walk around the area of 500 years ago and we can say, this is where there will be a factory, this is where there will be a hospital, this is where there will be a school. What has been on the earth where we are right now in this CORE Institut. 500 years ago if we described to them such a building and such activities, would they have liste-ned to us? So this whole thing of the nourishment of future information is very easy if we ha-ve the capacity of listening without prejudice. Not so much that we should know what will happen then but how we can open our minds and our hearts right now. The pancreas and brain. So what about our next incarnation, when will that be?
Now our next incarnation is already being prepared. I’ve read that somewhere, I don’t like the idea but I think it’s true. But I think we live many parallel levels at the same time. What does our future incarnation, our next incarnation have to tell us? I watch interviews on TV they say, in one word, they say to somebody who has had a lifetime of experience, what is your greatest discovery? And the interviewer is looking at his watch. You’re a famous person, you’ve learnt so many things, now one word.
So, from our future, next incarnation, one word. This is a secret by the way, nobody else’s business. It’s from me to me.
Now how does this meet with true democracy because this very much works into the way in which communities and families and groups can live together and we can formulate our level of consciousness. What does that mean? Because it means that we can work in a society where there is an interest in every aspect of society, there is no exaggeration of one aspect and a diminishing of any other. Now all the areas of crime and addiction and all the extremes are so interesting when we have passed the darkness. We are just a wave length away and only with true democracy are we ever going to use our resources. They build new hospitals but they don’t know what the hospital can become when it is no longer needed as a hospital. What can this building be used for in 50 years? They can’t say it’s a museum of what happe-ned 50 years ago. 50 years ago on this day they had a soul school workshop. They say the impulse from that soul school is creating such an incredible explosion of talent and that from this soul school the whole of Europe changed. Of course Europe is the centre of everything if we ignore America. They’ll say that all the ideas that came out of this, all the ideas not of social transformation but of social confirmation and so on and so on.
So good luck, the channel is open and it will never close and it never sleeps. You have to sleep, but your dreams will be richer and you will be richer, but not so much in money but within the quality of consciousness and within your state of relationship with all the levels of yourself. We need each other.
Thank you very much.